It was a “something-is-missing” weekend (Part III)

Sunday – one day after my bday

My bday has gone passed and it was just like any other day.  Bday is getting more and more insignificant as you grew older. I started to dislike my bday, not cos I feel more and more pressured to get hitch, but I reli dun like the feeling that time rockets and I have done nothing. Practically nothing.

Morning, went to sing KTV with tata and Angel. Haha, finally get to hear the familiar Angel singing again. We sang and ate lunch, updated each other. Congrats to Tata! She was granted a secondment to US! Sooo happy for her. But sad for myself that I’m still stuck in Singapore. When can I fly out like a bird?! Like the rest of them?! Sianz.

Cos I was tired (slept only 3 hrs last night), I went home early to take a nap, but promised to meet angel again some time this week. Guess I’m really exhausted by the weekend partying, I fell asleep almost immediately.

I woke up and watched my 家好月圆大结局。But quite disappointed by it. I think everything happened too abruptly. Like the love between 阿卡 and 阿月, I dun even recall when did they develop? I was expecting some trigger point which transforms their relationship from siblings to couples. Maybe some 爱的表白 in some romantic setting. But nope, they just sat on the sofa and he gave her a teddy and TALA!~ they are together.

嘉美 also. She suddenly became guilt-stricken and decided to expose 红姨during the reporter’s conference? No hints or story development to show the audience her menal state of becoming more and more guilty. Nope. Too abrupt. Then, 阿圆, just went up the stage to hug her and forgive her as if they have been deeply in love for a long time. But actually, they only know each other for 3 months and I really can’t tell how deeply in love they are from the development of the story.

But I do like the story between 管家仔and阿秋。They are so sweet and 阿秋is so nice as to plot to return the shares to 荷妈。Even though it was a happy ending between 管家仔and阿秋, that both are 帅哥美女, so compatible, you can’t helped but wonder how realistic is it that the gal choose some 做饼仔 over a doctor? Ok, forget about that and enjoy the sweetness between them. Bosco is just a very extra side lead, we can forget about him.

Sa姨 is cute as well and you will really pity her when she exposed 嘉美 even though it means losing her only daughter. You hate her at the beginning and you’ll love her at the end.

But how come everyone is so forgiving to those who have hurt them and to those who have taken advantage of them? This is one mystery in the drama. 荷妈is like the great hero of the show, no matter how people hurt her, she can endure and forgive. No matter how devastated the situation is, she can just managed. Her children took after her. They endure no matter how much people wronged them. Like 阿月, who has to keep quiet about the wrongs that 嘉美 have done to her, even when people said that she is stupid or what; when the bad guys are even speaking of 风凉话。

阿庆and中仔 are obviously the 2 big side leads of the show, which is why their stories only constituted 1 or 2 episodes. But the one who have really shone is 阿秋。I like her in the show, cos when she cried, she really acted like it’s so painful. Yet, her crying style is not those “I-must-act-strong-even-though-I’m-crying”, it’s those “温室小花” crying style. So pitiful.

The ending is cliche. But I guess it’s just a heavily sponsored show to please the majority of the audience. That is why it is so cliche and no bad things or even any遗憾in the show.

During dinner time, Tallie called. She and D went down to ktv pub again. Haiz!~ This gal has been frequenting the pub so often that I wondered if she holds any shares in the pub. Anyway, really hope she can find other healthier hobbies and buck up in her work. Life is short and flew pass in a drifty.

Even though my weekends seems eventful, but I still feel that something is missing and I dunno what is missing. Somehow I feel that I will be happier watching HK drama in my house alone than spend it in the pub with a bunch of strangers. There is a part of me which is not filling up and I can do nothing about it.

I dun like complications, I prefer simplicity. So, I try not to think about such philosophical questions too much and too often. It can never go wrong with wishing my today happier than yesterday. Hope that everyone around me will be happy always!